bad choices

Wake up in the morning
Its going to be a fun day
I shouldn’t disappoint my mother again
I should stick to my studies don’t think of other things
But my mind keeps on drifting away
I made so many bad choices already
Made my mom so sad already
Things going on that I can not explain
My family says I am a very smart kid
Just that I don’t make any good decisions
I try and try to not do anything bad
But I keep falling back and back
For every step I take forward
It feels like I take 3 steps back
The path I took at first led me to a dead end
It felt like there was no turning back
But I fixed the errors in my ways
And only hope that its not too late.